Hey honey, you've been a really great friend to me. (:
I know you're really trying really hard to pull us 4 back together and i'm always being such a total spoiler. You always call me along wherever you guys go and to only know that my reply most of the times would be a no. I guess it's not you that suck as a friend, but me instead. I know I've let you down too many times and I even screwed up your birthday.
I'm really sorry.I don't know if anyone will believe this but to see us drifting apart, it really tears me apart. Suddenly everything seems so distant. You've been through too much with me, I can't let you go. You were there when i needed you the most. I still remember your nick : "i hate bulldogs". And the last time that I remembered spending quality time with you was during the mids. Remember us mugging our chemistry? Memorising the data sheet and stuff. And us falling asleep with the wugui in your face. The elephant pouches, you wanting to build a backyard for your elephant. Me going to your house before ptm just to sleep for that 45 mins. You pulling me and him tgt and in the end we drifted apart. If i could turn back time, i would rather time stop during march. Cos back then, everything seemes so perfect.
Your photo is still on my cpu, the one where all four of us had a blast with the zoo at wcp. And your photo on my wall, it dropped onto my head, twice, when i was sleeping. I just started to cry all over again. I know I should like do something and not jsut cry and cry, but i'm really afraid that the more i do, the worse it'll become. I'm afraid of rejection. I'm weak.
It has been close to 2 months. Everyday i tell myself that "ming tian hui gen hao" but i figured it was just a way to keep myself going. It's just a lie that i use to motivate myself.
I really want everything to go back to how it was in the past. I know it's selfish of me to just say i want i want. I should ask for your opinion too.
Would you still want me to be your darling?
its the start of
holidaysstudying time.
back from jrl.
SHEENA,NINET,WAETING,PEIMING,GLADYSZHENHAO,MIDZI,WENZHANG,MUBIN,XINGYU,GIDEON,YIKMINGi love the zoo! :D
met valmia and her friends there too! :)


a few study sessions back~
went to ranie's ytd.
i likee her room so much lah! (:
there's a swing inside!
omgg, so chio.


spot ranie! (:
I LOVE RANIE SEAH SIEW KIANG LOTS!((:thanks for being there for sheena!
sheena's always here for you yea.
ps: can i kope your swing? x:
watched RATATOUILLE!
the rat is effing cute lah.
go watch okay? :)
ZHENHAO&SHEENA's phones (: